Sunday 2 June 2019

CHANGES ....

Well this past month has been rather stressfull to say the least , lots of stuff going on all out of my control ....ive not been able to sew , the outfits below were made before all the stress , the doctor even gave me a sick note for a month due to stress and anxiety ...then the next saga was universal credit deemed me as not being gainfully self employed as i dont earn minimum wage per hour ....so i have to prove to them im spending every waking hour looking for full time employment , plus i needed to attend sessions on how to grow the buisness and provide buisness plans and projected figures !!! ....i just like sewing , im definiately not buisness minded and dont even know half of what they were on about ....sooo by this time my head felt like it was going to explode , the simplest thing for me to do was go back to the hotel and waitress part time , so then they wont be harrasing me so much...ive read lots online about how badly they treat self employed people trying to make a living , they very much seem penalised by the new system ...anyway for the next few weeks im working loads in the hotel to cover for a friend thats poorly but soon i'll be part time (at least thats the plan) and i should be able to sew again , not loads but hopefully at the end of each month , theyll be outfits , either on here or ebay ....the only good to come out of all this is that ive lost some weight :) plus im getting excersise , hadnt realised how unfit id got untill i woke up after my first day back feeling like id been stamped on all over !!! ....anyway keep an eye out for new clothes but it wont be for a while yet xxxx